Brightyflower

There's someone in my family I'm meant to look up to He is among the few Who looked after me as I grew A man who tries to never lie A man who's tough and usually doesn't cry He always so happy I can't help but wonder- why? I strive to act like him and be smart I try to be friendly like him and express myself through art I know he used to be troubled too Like me, he had experiences anew That many people struggle getting through He was more concerned with getting high on drugs Then getting father-daughter time and hugs He did the things he said he never would And became like his father, soiled part of my childhood I forgive him, surely I do I k

I have been terrified inside my cold home The source of the noise has yet to be identified, and I was on my own There was something loud outside The range of eerie sound was about a mile wide It could've been murder at the riverside Or a fed-up groom disposing of his bride My first thought was that it was a suicide But then I faced the fact It sounded multiple times, so perhaps some teenagers made a pact It is the beginning of June Maybe it was fireworks, but even now it's too soon And anyways, if it were, I'd have seen colors covering up the moon I looked out my window No evidence of the sound did show I knew it was time to be worried When m

There's sour there's sweet there's spicy that's true There's all of these flavors but just one that suits you The way that you're acting is overall faulty A way that's slightly off mad, the word for you's salty If you continue down this track You're bound to have a heart attack Maybe it's because your heart was broke Or maybe somebody told you an offensive joke Either way you're killing the mood With your completely abysmal attitude None of us meant to be rude, but sometimes it can come off that way My joking is sick and my humor can slay But please take your jacket off, come around, and stay Let's keep all those words we might regret later a

i lose my mind all of the time Take a moment to rewind Then one more to solve my crime What did I do, what have I done? Who convinced me that this would be fun? Was I sober, what drug was I on? Is it just me, or has my sanity gone? I don't know what I did, but I'll take the blame I have a feeling I won't ever be the same Tell me, tell me please did I hurt you? Did I kill what we had 'til nothing was true? Am I the same I was before? Am I sick, is there a cure? I've forgotten everything, I was under a spell Maybe I was asleep, but I can never tell I've got a feeling I've messed up bad And lost myself, for I'm never this sad I'll never know j